I added this because, because it actually seems how I feel as I re-look on my editing.  The work, I am doing well as I edit my work, but for parts I am really saying to myself, "wtf am I doing".  The reason why is, that I seem to be going off subject in my work.  Even now I had to erase a few lines on this work because of it.  I been adding lines that seem to make sense, like for instance,  I start writing a sentence but around the end it starts turning into this medieval battle.  It really just going on and as it is, I almost look like cat in this picture, head tilted, eyes wide open, except for the smile look, I more into a gimace jaw open kind of thing.  It's just really why did I put that in the first place kind of deals that are happening to me right now in the revision.